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Thursday, May 30, 2013
Flash
Watching the performance by Ms. Robinson's dance class was enlightening. Although, I yelled at my friend who was flirting with a guy she said was "over with". Which is something that made me feel bad, since I yelled at her then noticed she barely gets attention from the oppostie sex. But, one song that made me listen to the words were Without You by Kirk Franklin and other people that are never listed to give them credit. I was so moved by the song, I had it on replay at the house about six times before I ate dinner, made my mother listen to it, then 3 times after dinner before I cleaned up and got on the phone with one of my babies. That song, if people listen to the words, could touch a lot of hearts, especially mine.
Old Love
An Old Love Poem
There is a point in everyone's life where they dream
I used to be a dreamer too
Now I'm on the tail end of dreams and have...just one
I dream of being loved by you
Selfish dream, I know
but I always dreamed love would one day be true
and I gave it up, quit on it
and then there was you
And not I've got this terrible feeling
terribly lost and lonely too
and it's somehow turning out blue
and feels lost on you
Because in my dream
I reached out to touch you
and you reached for me too
I really wanted to believe it was true
But you shy away and silently play
as thought its just entertainment or something to do
but one heart is breaking in two
and the other is uncertain almost through
and there is nothing anybody can do
except for you
to reach for me
because I never needed anyone more than you
I used to be a dreamer too
Now I'm on the tail end of dreams and have...just one
I dream of being loved by you
Selfish dream, I know
but I always dreamed love would one day be true
and I gave it up, quit on it
and then there was you
And not I've got this terrible feeling
terribly lost and lonely too
and it's somehow turning out blue
and feels lost on you
Because in my dream
I reached out to touch you
and you reached for me too
I really wanted to believe it was true
But you shy away and silently play
as thought its just entertainment or something to do
but one heart is breaking in two
and the other is uncertain almost through
and there is nothing anybody can do
except for you
to reach for me
because I never needed anyone more than you
JAMES T. ADAIR
Cheater
Cheating Poem
When a relationship of love is developed, a bond of trust is formed. There is an unspoken agreement that the two of you are committed to each other and that you will not see other people. When one of the members of this sacred bond choose to be intimate with another person, they are not only cheating their lover but they are cheating themselves as well. They are breaking their own bond of trust. In most situations, when a person cheats, it is not because of affection for a new lover. Rather, he may be searching for what is missing in his present relationship.
Source: Cheating Poems - Poems about Cheating http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/sad_love/cheating-poems.asp#ixzz2Umzq104k
www.FamilyFriendPoems.com
Hmm, I guess i'm bothered by it a little more than I want to be. I don't even know when I became so attached to him.
Poem of a Broken Heart
This poem is about the pain of a broken heart
Tears
© Erika
Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
I never thought we would be apart
When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"
Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie
Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss
As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due
I should've cried a long time ago
But I loved you so
I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life
I never thought we would be apart
When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"
Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie
Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss
As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due
I should've cried a long time ago
But I loved you so
I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life
Source: Pain Of Broken Heart, Tears, Sad Poem about Love http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/pain-of-broken-heart-poem#ixzz2UmzNg2YH
www.FamilyFriendPoems.com
Eventually, I'll get over him with someone new but it still bothers me from time to time.
Ghost of Prom's Past
Unfortunately I did not go to prom due to lack of funds. Although, I reminded my parents a thousand times I had no luck in getting the money. My supposed prom date didn't have the money to buy a suit was a little too late with his excuse. Now he has gotten a girlfriend with cartoon eyebrows, and a nappy afro weave. Disappointed with myself, I still have not gotten over the fact he got a girlfriend without forewarning me that he's seeing other women. Wait, I can't get mad because I did the same thing with more people though. I guess i'll have to use my prom dress for another occasion.
Monday, May 13, 2013
Myra
Finally finished the urban novel on Karma, the drama throughout the book was reveling. I was captivated by the introduction of the story, and the background of the characters were well thought. I applaud authors like this that can turn such fiction into realistic events that actually seem liveable. Although these urban novels contain sex, drugs, and money the turn of events can teach a rebel in the streets a lesson in life. This novel would teach a rebel in the streets a moral that their (grand)mother told them all their lives; Education is the only way for a man/woman to make six figures with a stable living enviroment.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Difficult
How can I be considered an adult in my family if I have no ground to stand on? I have no license, no job, no car, and no money. I applied to colleges and I applied for jobs, so far I was rewarded 28,000 dollars in one grant for a private college (that's not Shaw Unviersity). It's difficult for me to be mature in my family's eyes if I have nothing that credits me to be an adult.
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