Thursday, May 30, 2013
Flash
Watching the performance by Ms. Robinson's dance class was enlightening. Although, I yelled at my friend who was flirting with a guy she said was "over with". Which is something that made me feel bad, since I yelled at her then noticed she barely gets attention from the oppostie sex. But, one song that made me listen to the words were Without You by Kirk Franklin and other people that are never listed to give them credit. I was so moved by the song, I had it on replay at the house about six times before I ate dinner, made my mother listen to it, then 3 times after dinner before I cleaned up and got on the phone with one of my babies. That song, if people listen to the words, could touch a lot of hearts, especially mine.
Old Love
An Old Love Poem
There is a point in everyone's life where they dream
I used to be a dreamer too
Now I'm on the tail end of dreams and have...just one
I dream of being loved by you
Selfish dream, I know
but I always dreamed love would one day be true
and I gave it up, quit on it
and then there was you
And not I've got this terrible feeling
terribly lost and lonely too
and it's somehow turning out blue
and feels lost on you
Because in my dream
I reached out to touch you
and you reached for me too
I really wanted to believe it was true
But you shy away and silently play
as thought its just entertainment or something to do
but one heart is breaking in two
and the other is uncertain almost through
and there is nothing anybody can do
except for you
to reach for me
because I never needed anyone more than you
I used to be a dreamer too
Now I'm on the tail end of dreams and have...just one
I dream of being loved by you
Selfish dream, I know
but I always dreamed love would one day be true
and I gave it up, quit on it
and then there was you
And not I've got this terrible feeling
terribly lost and lonely too
and it's somehow turning out blue
and feels lost on you
Because in my dream
I reached out to touch you
and you reached for me too
I really wanted to believe it was true
But you shy away and silently play
as thought its just entertainment or something to do
but one heart is breaking in two
and the other is uncertain almost through
and there is nothing anybody can do
except for you
to reach for me
because I never needed anyone more than you
JAMES T. ADAIR
Cheater
Cheating Poem
When a relationship of love is developed, a bond of trust is formed. There is an unspoken agreement that the two of you are committed to each other and that you will not see other people. When one of the members of this sacred bond choose to be intimate with another person, they are not only cheating their lover but they are cheating themselves as well. They are breaking their own bond of trust. In most situations, when a person cheats, it is not because of affection for a new lover. Rather, he may be searching for what is missing in his present relationship.
Source: Cheating Poems - Poems about Cheating http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/sad_love/cheating-poems.asp#ixzz2Umzq104k
www.FamilyFriendPoems.com
Hmm, I guess i'm bothered by it a little more than I want to be. I don't even know when I became so attached to him.
Poem of a Broken Heart
This poem is about the pain of a broken heart
Tears
© Erika
Tears of blood fall from my broken heart
I never thought we would be apart
When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"
Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie
Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss
As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due
I should've cried a long time ago
But I loved you so
I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life
I never thought we would be apart
When you held me you said "forever"
Now that you're gone I know you meant "never"
Saying you love me with that look in your eye
And that was a cold hearted lie
Your tender touch, a soft kiss
Two things about you I will miss
As I sit here thinking about you
My face is wet with tears past due
I should've cried a long time ago
But I loved you so
I know they say love is blind
But I had only you on my mind
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife
But wounds heal and I'll go on with my life
Source: Pain Of Broken Heart, Tears, Sad Poem about Love http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/pain-of-broken-heart-poem#ixzz2UmzNg2YH
www.FamilyFriendPoems.com
Eventually, I'll get over him with someone new but it still bothers me from time to time.
Ghost of Prom's Past
Unfortunately I did not go to prom due to lack of funds. Although, I reminded my parents a thousand times I had no luck in getting the money. My supposed prom date didn't have the money to buy a suit was a little too late with his excuse. Now he has gotten a girlfriend with cartoon eyebrows, and a nappy afro weave. Disappointed with myself, I still have not gotten over the fact he got a girlfriend without forewarning me that he's seeing other women. Wait, I can't get mad because I did the same thing with more people though. I guess i'll have to use my prom dress for another occasion.
Monday, May 13, 2013
Myra
Finally finished the urban novel on Karma, the drama throughout the book was reveling. I was captivated by the introduction of the story, and the background of the characters were well thought. I applaud authors like this that can turn such fiction into realistic events that actually seem liveable. Although these urban novels contain sex, drugs, and money the turn of events can teach a rebel in the streets a lesson in life. This novel would teach a rebel in the streets a moral that their (grand)mother told them all their lives; Education is the only way for a man/woman to make six figures with a stable living enviroment.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Difficult
How can I be considered an adult in my family if I have no ground to stand on? I have no license, no job, no car, and no money. I applied to colleges and I applied for jobs, so far I was rewarded 28,000 dollars in one grant for a private college (that's not Shaw Unviersity). It's difficult for me to be mature in my family's eyes if I have nothing that credits me to be an adult.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Teen Shaming
Teen Shaming, a way of discipline now declared abusive. ’Teen shaming’, as ABC News reports, is “where girls target their peers online using social media.” In a nutshell, girls take pictures of themselves, and then use these pictures to criticize others. And unfortunately, it’s becoming a popular trend. Teens need to understand that every photo they post, and every comment they make, is permanent. These images and comments, can greatly impact them whether or not thay are admitted into universities or are hired at a future job.When parents force a girl to hold sign to publicly humiliate her for a perceived transgression, a part of society is pleased to see the issue of discipline at the fore — but as this trend seems to rise, it raises the question of whether “teen shaming” is an appropriate response to bad behavior.
Read more at http://www.inquisitr.com/645095/parents-force-girl-to-hold-sign-is-teen-shaming-abusive/#hr0yBOL83AJ56gA7.99
Or check this website for teen shaming between peers at http://www.ikeepsafe.org/socialnetworking/teen-shaming/
Read more at http://www.inquisitr.com/645095/parents-force-girl-to-hold-sign-is-teen-shaming-abusive/#hr0yBOL83AJ56gA7.99
Or check this website for teen shaming between peers at http://www.ikeepsafe.org/socialnetworking/teen-shaming/
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Try this Recipe
Ingredients
- 1 box Betty Crocker® fudge brownie mix
- 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips
- 1 bag (14 oz) caramels, unwrapped
- 1/4 cup butter or margarine
- 1 tablespoon milk
- 1 cup pretzels, coarsely crushed
- 1/3 cup toffee bits
- 1Heat oven to 350° F (325° F for dark and nonstick pan). Grease or spray 13x9-inch pan.
- 2Make brownie batter as directed on box, using water, oil, and eggs; stir in 1/2 cup chocolate chips (reserve 1/2 cup). Spread into pan. Bake 24 to 28 minutes or until toothpick inserted 1 inch from edge comes out almost clean. Cool 5 minutes.
- 3Meanwhile, in medium microwaveable bowl, microwave caramels, butter, and milk uncovered on High 2 to 3 minutes, stirring once, until caramels are melted. Carefully pour and spread over warm brownies. Sprinkle with pretzels, remaining 1/2 cup chocolate chips and toffee bits. Cool completely.
Proud?
Do gay men and women feel proud enough of their sexuality to go to Hell?
Do teen mothers feel proud enough to be a junior in high school with a three year old child?
Do christians feel proud enough to judge others when the bible says do not judge?
Does President Obama feel proud of being President for being black?
Does Trinidad James feel proud of making teens and adults take drugs?
Is anyone truly proud of themselves?
Do teen mothers feel proud enough to be a junior in high school with a three year old child?
Do christians feel proud enough to judge others when the bible says do not judge?
Does President Obama feel proud of being President for being black?
Does Trinidad James feel proud of making teens and adults take drugs?
Is anyone truly proud of themselves?
Lana Del Rey Lyrics that spoke to me
"Dark Paradise"
All my friends tell me I should move on
I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song
Ahhh, that's how you sang it
Loving you forever, can't be wrong
Even though you're not here, won't move on
Ahhh, that's how we played it
And there's no remedy for memory your face is
Like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me
That everything is fine
But I wish I was dead
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell 'em when you find true love it lives on
Ahhh, that's why I stay here
And there's no remedy for memory your face is
Like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me
That everything is fine
But I wish I was dead
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
But there's no you, except in my dreams tonight,
Oh oh oh, ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
Oh oh oh oh, ha ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
There's no relief, I see you in my sleep
And everybody's rushing me, but I can feel you touching me
There's no release, I feel you in my dreams
Telling me I'm fine
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
But there's no you, except in my dreams tonight,
Oh oh oh oh, ha ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
Oh oh oh oh, ha ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song
Ahhh, that's how you sang it
Loving you forever, can't be wrong
Even though you're not here, won't move on
Ahhh, that's how we played it
And there's no remedy for memory your face is
Like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me
That everything is fine
But I wish I was dead
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
All my friends ask me why I stay strong
Tell 'em when you find true love it lives on
Ahhh, that's why I stay here
And there's no remedy for memory your face is
Like a melody, it won't leave my head
Your soul is haunting me and telling me
That everything is fine
But I wish I was dead
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
But there's no you, except in my dreams tonight,
Oh oh oh, ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
Oh oh oh oh, ha ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
There's no relief, I see you in my sleep
And everybody's rushing me, but I can feel you touching me
There's no release, I feel you in my dreams
Telling me I'm fine
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise
No one compares to you
But there's no you, except in my dreams tonight,
Oh oh oh oh, ha ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
Oh oh oh oh, ha ha ha ha
I don't wanna wake up from this tonight
Dark Poetry
Addicted
by a young woman, age 16
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addiction, my life is filled with only thinking about sex.
In my addiction, I am glad to feel loved and needed.
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addiction, I hate to think about that they don’t really love me.
In my addiction, the real me becomes hidden and ignored.
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addiction, betrayals of myself come in the form of moaning and scratches.
In my addiction, I struggle to feel real.
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addition, I am hiding my true needing of LOVE.
In my addiction, I’m in a constant battle with myself.
I am addicted
by a young woman, age 16
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addiction, my life is filled with only thinking about sex.
In my addiction, I am glad to feel loved and needed.
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addiction, I hate to think about that they don’t really love me.
In my addiction, the real me becomes hidden and ignored.
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addiction, betrayals of myself come in the form of moaning and scratches.
In my addiction, I struggle to feel real.
I am addicted.
I am addicted to Sex.
In my addition, I am hiding my true needing of LOVE.
In my addiction, I’m in a constant battle with myself.
I am addicted
Lyrics to song I sung in the car on the way to school
Yesterday I cursed youAnd told you that I was throughBut today I'm with youAin't that some love?Tomorrow you might hate meAnd find you somebody newBut today I'm with youAin't that some love?
I ain't gon' lie, boy, you got meOut of my mind in L-O-V-E
I go crazy when you love me, got me acting a messEven got the nerve to say you're better than my momma'sCollard greens and cornbread, yeahCollard greens and cornbread, yeah
I never put up with BS from anyoneBut I take it from youAin't that some love?
And I never had no onePut me through what you doBut as long as it's you, babyThat's some love
Oh, I ain't gon' lie, boy, you got meOut of my mind in L-O-V-E
I go crazy when you love me, got me acting a messEven got the nerve to say you're better than my momma'sCollard greens and cornbread, yeahCollard greens and cornbread, yeah
Baby, and you're my sweet potato pieSugar, you know you areOh sugar, and I can't get enough of youBoy, I'm crazy bout what you do
Oh, I aint gon' lie, boy, you got meOut of my mind in L-O-V-E
I go crazy when you love me, got me acting a messEven got the nerve to say you're better than my momma'sCollard greens and cornbread, yeahCollard greens and cornbread, yeahCollard greens and cornbread, yeahCollard greens and cornbread, yeah, hey babe
Read more: FANTASIA - COLLARD GREENS & CORNBREAD LYRICS
Lyrics I sung while class
Swv
Weak lyrics
Songwriters: MORGAN, BRIAN ALEXANDER / MURDOCK, SHIRLEY / TROUTMAN, ROGER / TROUTMAN, LARRY
I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you what you're doin
It's a feeling that I want to stay
'cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves' so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
Time after time after time I try to fight it
But your loves' so strong
It keeps on holding on
Resistance is down when you're around prides' fading
In no condition, I don't want to be alone
Cause my heart starts beating triple times
With thoughts of lovin you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves' so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
I try hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
You're loves so sweet
It knocks me off my feet
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
I get so weak
Blood starts racin through my veins
I get so weak
Boy, it s something I can't explain
I get so weak
Something bout the way you do the things you do oo oo it.
Knocks me right off of my feet (Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you what you're doin
It's a feeling that I want to stay
'cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves' so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
Time after time after time I try to fight it
But your loves' so strong
It keeps on holding on
Resistance is down when you're around prides' fading
In no condition, I don't want to be alone
Cause my heart starts beating triple times
With thoughts of lovin you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves' so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
I try hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
You're loves so sweet
It knocks me off my feet
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
I get so weak
Blood starts racin through my veins
I get so weak
Boy, it s something I can't explain
I get so weak
Something bout the way you do the things you do oo oo it.
Knocks me right off of my feet (Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I loose all control
And something takes over me
In a daze, your loves so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin makes me weak
Lyrics guys should follow
Tyrese
Stay lyrics
Songwriters: SMITH, JAMES / GIBSON, TYRESE / ELLIOTT, ASALEANA / SLEDGE, AARON / LACY, CHRISTOPHER / HODGE, BRANDON
No one ever said it'd be easy baby, yeah, woah, woah, yeah
Girl I wanna take the time and thank you
Just for putting up with me
And I'm sorry that you even had to deal with me
Even though I made you cry, I wanna make it right
Just give me some time to make it right
I go the extra mile to make you smile and
Just to make your day
I'll go out my way I'll do whatever it takes
Baby promise you'll stay, stay
Stay baby, would you just
Stay, stay, baby
Stay, stay, stay, stay
Baby won't you stay?
With me?
I know that I messed up over a thousand times
Said you wouldn't forgive me but somehow I changed your mind
And now that we're here, I just can't let you go
And I got you here, baby girl I gotta let you know
I go the extra mile to make you smile and
Just to make your day
I'll go out my way I'll do whatever it takes
Stay baby, would you just
Stay, stay, baby
Stay, stay, stay, stay
Baby won't you stay?
With me?
Hey, stay, stay, stay
Girl I need you in my world
I want you to always be my girl
Even though I messed up, uh I messed up
You took good care, always took care of you
Baby would you just stay
Stay, stay, stay
Stay right here
Stay, stay, stay,
Baby would you stay with me
For the past out's working out baby
Stay, stay, stay baby
I want you to believe in me this time
This time this time, I'ma get it together
Stay, stay, what about the marriage life
You were supposed to be my wife...
I would put you through no more
Girl I wanna take the time and thank you
Just for putting up with me
And I'm sorry that you even had to deal with me
Even though I made you cry, I wanna make it right
Just give me some time to make it right
I go the extra mile to make you smile and
Just to make your day
I'll go out my way I'll do whatever it takes
Baby promise you'll stay, stay
Stay baby, would you just
Stay, stay, baby
Stay, stay, stay, stay
Baby won't you stay?
With me?
I know that I messed up over a thousand times
Said you wouldn't forgive me but somehow I changed your mind
And now that we're here, I just can't let you go
And I got you here, baby girl I gotta let you know
I go the extra mile to make you smile and
Just to make your day
I'll go out my way I'll do whatever it takes
Stay baby, would you just
Stay, stay, baby
Stay, stay, stay, stay
Baby won't you stay?
With me?
Hey, stay, stay, stay
Girl I need you in my world
I want you to always be my girl
Even though I messed up, uh I messed up
You took good care, always took care of you
Baby would you just stay
Stay, stay, stay
Stay right here
Stay, stay, stay,
Baby would you stay with me
For the past out's working out baby
Stay, stay, stay baby
I want you to believe in me this time
This time this time, I'ma get it together
Stay, stay, what about the marriage life
You were supposed to be my wife...
I would put you through no more
Emotional Playlist
Here are a list of songs I listen to when i'm thinking about an old boyfriend, or when I have me time.
First, this is a list of artists that I listen to:
1. Boyz II Men
2. Tamia
3. Deborah Cox
4. Usher
5. Xscape
6. Monica
7. Mary J Blige
8. Johnny Gill
9. SWV
10. Destiny's Child
11. Lauryn Hill
12. Tyrese
etc. . .
Next will be the songs I listen to by the artists listed above in the same order:
1. End of the Road , I'll Make Love to You , On Bended Knee
2. Me
3. Nobody's Suppose to Be Here , Who Do U Love
4. Let it Burn, Confessions (Part I and Part II)
5. Who Can I Run To , Just Kickin It , Am I Dreamin'
6. Angel of Mine, For You I Will , Why I Love You So Much , Before You Walk Out My Life , Love All Over Me , Everything To Me
7. I'm Goin Down , Enough Cryin
8. My, My, My
9. Weak
10. No, No, No , Bills
11. Sweetest Thing , Killing Me Softly
12. Stay , Lately , How You Gonna Act Like That , Sweet Lady
etc. . .
First, this is a list of artists that I listen to:
1. Boyz II Men
2. Tamia
3. Deborah Cox
4. Usher
5. Xscape
6. Monica
7. Mary J Blige
8. Johnny Gill
9. SWV
10. Destiny's Child
11. Lauryn Hill
12. Tyrese
etc. . .
Next will be the songs I listen to by the artists listed above in the same order:
1. End of the Road , I'll Make Love to You , On Bended Knee
2. Me
3. Nobody's Suppose to Be Here , Who Do U Love
4. Let it Burn, Confessions (Part I and Part II)
5. Who Can I Run To , Just Kickin It , Am I Dreamin'
6. Angel of Mine, For You I Will , Why I Love You So Much , Before You Walk Out My Life , Love All Over Me , Everything To Me
7. I'm Goin Down , Enough Cryin
8. My, My, My
9. Weak
10. No, No, No , Bills
11. Sweetest Thing , Killing Me Softly
12. Stay , Lately , How You Gonna Act Like That , Sweet Lady
etc. . .
Lyrics to live by
TAMIA LYRICS
"Me"
[VERSE 1]
Love was the former owner
But quiet is renting our house
It ceases my lips from speaking
But forms a sarcastic smile
Suspense now raised one of your eyebrows
You asked me if there's someone else
I replied yes hell yes
[Bridge 1]
You asked if it's another man I said NO
You laughed and say is it a woman I say YES
Surprisingly you ask me for honey's name
[CHORUS]
And her name is me
And she loves me more than you'll ever know
And I finally see that
Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all
So patiently
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
And to choose between you two
Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me
[VERSE 2]
And she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again
Cause if you haven't heard she's a bad chick
Even though I haven't been no
Yet and still you try and test me by raising an angry hand
Put it down put it down
[Bridge 2]
I'm leaving don't try and stop me NO
I'm late and she is waiting YES
My love for me is too much so I can't stay
[CHORUS]
And her name is me
And she loves me more than you'll ever know
And I finally see that
Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all
So patiently
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
And to choose between you two
Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me
[VERSE 3]
Cause she's actually forming a threesome
And I'm happy that I can join them
Their names are me myself and I
[CHORUS]
And her name is me
She loves me more than you'll ever know
I finally see that
Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all
So patiently
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
And to choose between you two
Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
Gotta to choose between you two
And you know if I have to choose I choose me
I gotta go with me
Love was the former owner
But quiet is renting our house
It ceases my lips from speaking
But forms a sarcastic smile
Suspense now raised one of your eyebrows
You asked me if there's someone else
I replied yes hell yes
[Bridge 1]
You asked if it's another man I said NO
You laughed and say is it a woman I say YES
Surprisingly you ask me for honey's name
[CHORUS]
And her name is me
And she loves me more than you'll ever know
And I finally see that
Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all
So patiently
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
And to choose between you two
Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me
[VERSE 2]
And she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again
Cause if you haven't heard she's a bad chick
Even though I haven't been no
Yet and still you try and test me by raising an angry hand
Put it down put it down
[Bridge 2]
I'm leaving don't try and stop me NO
I'm late and she is waiting YES
My love for me is too much so I can't stay
[CHORUS]
And her name is me
And she loves me more than you'll ever know
And I finally see that
Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all
So patiently
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
And to choose between you two
Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me
[VERSE 3]
Cause she's actually forming a threesome
And I'm happy that I can join them
Their names are me myself and I
[CHORUS]
And her name is me
She loves me more than you'll ever know
I finally see that
Loving you and loving me just don't seem to work at all
So patiently
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
And to choose between you two
Boy you know if I have to choose I choose me
She's waiting on me to tell you that she needs love
Gotta to choose between you two
And you know if I have to choose I choose me
I gotta go with me
An Old Love of Mine
An old love of mine, left me a year and a half ago without an explanation or evidence to prove why hurting me was a better option. What circumstances were you under for you to use your family as an excuse? I tried to help you, my mother decided to take you with her to enroll back into school, my aunt gave you and your brother a place to stay, but you felt we were against you? Now you come back saying you were wrong, that I left you and you have the faintest recognition of the day that lead to my heartache. Will I keep letting you make the situation about you like I did before? Or will I be me?
What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why by Edna St. Vincent Millay
What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why (Sonnet XLIII) |
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What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why, I have forgotten, and what arms have lain Under my head till morning; but the rain Is full of ghosts tonight, that tap and sigh Upon the glass and listen for reply, And in my heart there stirs a quiet pain For unremembered lads that not again Will turn to me at midnight with a cry. Thus in winter stands the lonely tree, Nor knows what birds have vanished one by one, Yet knows its boughs more silent than before: I cannot say what loves have come and gone, I only know that summer sang in me A little while, that in me sings no more. | ||
Monday, April 29, 2013
Trends plague my generation
Trends is a general category that plagues my generation, but is nothing short of false to say that all trends are included. Fashion trends causes women or teenagers to wear short shorts and see through shirts, men fashion trends tend to increase or decrease their ability to be seen as attractive. Females if you're natural or weave is your best friend, you have to have the high and thin arched eyebrows, and light pink lipstick along with your rose pink blush. It seems some females can't get the naturally cute guys without wearing the see through shirts with a lace back and high heels. The fashion trends either say you're apart of the in-crowd or if you need to dress like the in-crowd; the in-crowd dresses high priced and platforms that are considered poor taste in my opinion. Also, your taste in music/clothing can pre-determine the guy/woman you're going to get with the game he spits or the girl with the jeans that have splits. A man who records his spoken word dedicates his poetry to females that master twerking and bad b****es, who tells them they impress the "high ballers" (guys who flaunt their paycheck and taxes) rather than the broke men that'll respect them.
Sex, which has crazed my generation into freshmen and sophomores in high school getting pregnant. As a guy, the more conquests you've conquered increase your popularity with the college students that play the same game but changed the rules. I believe college students made an bad impression on my generation because we tend to dress like them, act or dance like them. This generation would rather generate the appearance as attractive rather than respectable and mature.
Sex, which has crazed my generation into freshmen and sophomores in high school getting pregnant. As a guy, the more conquests you've conquered increase your popularity with the college students that play the same game but changed the rules. I believe college students made an bad impression on my generation because we tend to dress like them, act or dance like them. This generation would rather generate the appearance as attractive rather than respectable and mature.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Approaching... PROM!
Prom is steadily approaching, and prices of them tickets are rising. I have yet to secure my date for prom, the car I choose to step out of, my shoes, and hairstyle for the special occasion. You might ask, why is the car so important? i would answer by saying that the car shows how much you or your date spent on the special occasion, most people go traditional with the limo, since their seen as a type of luxury car. What car would I step out of? I'm deciding on whether I want to step outy of a Dodge Charger or a Dodge Magnum.
Choosing the perfect hairstyle is key to your outfit, it your hair is a flop then so is your prom outfit. You don't want to go with anything too long or too short. Too long hair could be hassle to dance with, you may sweat it out, or somebody might get envios and pull it out. Below you'll see a TOO long hairstyle and a TOO short hairstyle that'll throw off your prom dress:
Choosing the perfect hairstyle is key to your outfit, it your hair is a flop then so is your prom outfit. You don't want to go with anything too long or too short. Too long hair could be hassle to dance with, you may sweat it out, or somebody might get envios and pull it out. Below you'll see a TOO long hairstyle and a TOO short hairstyle that'll throw off your prom dress:
I could only get one example of hair that doesn't go wit the dress. People need to consider their jaw-dropping hair color with their "unique" dress color, that you know nobody will be wearing at Prom. The rest of the disasters that could occur at prom will be discussed in my sequel "PROM DISASTERS!"
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
My Household (Random poems describing my family)
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Having a sister in your life can either be a wonderful or terrible experience, depending on your relationship. If you have an older sister and you are a girl, she can often show you how to navigate the way through some of the more difficult areas of growing up. This is also true if you are a boy. Your older sister can help explain to you how to interact with the opposite sex. Younger sisters are a joy as well. They often worship their older siblings and it can be a nice experience to be admired. Relationships with sisters, like any relationship depend on the people involved.
Source: Sister Poems - Poems about Sisters http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/family/sister-poems.asp#ixzz2Pyi8wrVI
www.FamilyFriendPoems.com
Robert Service
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Wars have been and wars will be Till the human race is run; Battles red by land and sea, Never peace beneath the sun. I am old and little care; I'll be cold, my lips be dumb: Brother mine, beware, beware . . . Evil looms the wrath to come. Eastern skies are dark with strife, Western lands are stark with fear; Rumours of world-war are rife, Armageddon draweth near. If your carcase you would save, Hear, oh hear, the dreadful drum! Fly to forest, cower in cave . . . Brother, heed the wrath to come! Brother, you were born too late; Human life is but a breath. Men delve deep, where darkly wait Sinister the seeds of death, There's no moment to delay; Sorrowing the stars are blind. Little Brother, how I pray You may sanctuary find. Peoples of the world succumb . . . Fly, poor fools, the WRATH TO COME! |
Damn
I have to walk around high school with this blonde and black hair, that could either be considered as cute or a mess. In my opninion, I think it's too light for my Deep Mocha Foundation colored face. I have seen females walk around with purple, pink, orange, yellow, and green hair and laughed at them not knowing that later on I would be one with this wild colored hair. I am ashamed of the monstrosity on my head that I have to walk around with until the glue wears out. People stare and whisper, like I don't know what they're talking about, it saddens me that people haven't matured into the mature women they claim to be. I have worn better, so I blame myself for not telling her the color, I blame myself for letting her continue, I blame myself for not staying natural.
Challenges I Face
I face challenges that some call ordinary. Chores, Birthday plannigs, party plannigs, church outreach, dance practice, praise team practice, then having to prevent my sisteer from killing my nephew....
Monday, March 25, 2013
Selfish
Selfish Man
by: onelilartist (blog name)
He said he'd never met a heart
as tender as my own.
That I was what his soul had searched for
languishing alone.
His favorite word, "SOMEDAY", he'd use
quite often of OUR lives,
A fool am I who did not see
those selfish alibis.
He played me like an autoharp,
just strumming me along.
I thought he wanted honesty
and sang for him my song.
He used me like an old dish rag,
then tossed me to the side.
I loved the man I thought he was.
I feel my heart has died.
I guess I should have known it
since I've been this road before.
But never have I trusted one
with all the dreams I bore.
It couldn't hurt me more if I
had taken white hot lead.
The "sweetest heart" I ever knew
played mind games in my head.
I think that I must surely be
the dumbest thing alive,
But I am strong and quick and tough.
I know I will survive.
It's just that now when I awake
There's no song in my heart.
Had I but known 'twould end like this,
I'd never made the start.
Oh, silly me, why should I think
That he would treat me best?
He lives with wife of many years.
Is she loved more? Nay, less.
I've fallen for the oldest lie
since God proclaimed it sin.
Adultery is theft of love,
with one more Selfish Man.
~~~
by: onelilartist (blog name)
He said he'd never met a heart
as tender as my own.
That I was what his soul had searched for
languishing alone.
His favorite word, "SOMEDAY", he'd use
quite often of OUR lives,
A fool am I who did not see
those selfish alibis.
He played me like an autoharp,
just strumming me along.
I thought he wanted honesty
and sang for him my song.
He used me like an old dish rag,
then tossed me to the side.
I loved the man I thought he was.
I feel my heart has died.
I guess I should have known it
since I've been this road before.
But never have I trusted one
with all the dreams I bore.
It couldn't hurt me more if I
had taken white hot lead.
The "sweetest heart" I ever knew
played mind games in my head.
I think that I must surely be
the dumbest thing alive,
But I am strong and quick and tough.
I know I will survive.
It's just that now when I awake
There's no song in my heart.
Had I but known 'twould end like this,
I'd never made the start.
Oh, silly me, why should I think
That he would treat me best?
He lives with wife of many years.
Is she loved more? Nay, less.
I've fallen for the oldest lie
since God proclaimed it sin.
Adultery is theft of love,
with one more Selfish Man.
~~~
Monday, March 18, 2013
10 year plan
I plan to go to a four year college majoring in psychology
and culinary arts along with an associate’s degree in accounting.
With my degrees, I want to open up my own restaurant along
with practice to serve and satisfy people mentally and physically.
I plan to travel, so I can gain ideas to what type of people
I want to specialize in, and food I want to sell
By the time I start making my money, I would have my own
place and start dating
Get married and have my twin boys
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Report
Mary 'Honey B' Morrison, born September seventeenth
in the year 1964, Aurora, Illinois. Mary's family moved to New Orleans, La.,
when she was 1 year old. She graduated from McDonough #35 Senior High School of
New Orleans in 1982 and later received an Associates Degree from Vista (now
Berkeley) Community College, Berkeley, Ca. Also, divorced from a marriage that
lasted more than a decade having son, Jesse Byrd, Jr., nearby playing
basketball at the University of San Francisco. Miss Morrison, before she
resigned laid the four month foundation writing and self-publishing her first
novel, "Soulmates Dissipate" which quickly became an Essence National
Best-seller. Today, Mary has also written a non-fiction self-help book entitled
"Who's Making Love", a poetry book entitled "Justice - Just Us
Just Me", and several fiction novels, "Never Again Once More",
"He's Just a Friend"," Somebody's Gotta Be on Top",
"When Somebody Loves You Back", "Nothing Has Ever Felt Like
This" (released August 1, 2006), is co-authoring a novel with New York
Times best-selling author, Carl Weber, and recently completed her first screenplay
for "Soulmates Dissipate". Mary's novel, "Somebody's Gotta Be on
Top", was the #1 National Best-sellers on Essence for both January and
February 2005. No record on file about Mary 'Honey B' Morrison receiving any
awards at this time but is credited for her newest release, If I can't have
you, is apart of her seventeen already published novels, erotica and urban
books. 'Honey B' is a woman with an imagination that can prove her success. Her
details are so well articulated; you can read the page as if staring into a
picture pop-up book. Although it took Honey B a couple years for her work to start, she was worth the wait, which made her one of my favorties among many of the famous urban and erotica authors.
Sources:
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Violence in Schools
Violence in Schools
Is violence in society recognized
more than violence in school? Are kids in school more hazardous than the
chances of a man/woman getting mugged? Violence that occurs at school is more
hazardous and overlooked rather than being observed for permanent solutions. In
my opinion, children and teenagers in this century are more of a danger to
society than the government realizes. Will the government recognize the threat
of violence in public/private schools? Although, it was grown men who were
shooting at schools, it was a sixteen year old girl getting raped, a ten year
old who brought a loaded gun in his book bag, and a scheduled shooting at
Grimsley High school last Thursday.
CDC (Center
of Disease Control) states that the only way to prevent school violence is to
understand the nature of the problem. If that was the solution then how would
they come about to obtaining the information? Fifty-two out of hundred students
are against talking about the students' activities, feeling they would be outcastes
and "frowned" upon for it by their peers. CDC also researched student
homicides, in the past seven years 116 students were killed in 109 different
incidents-an average of 16.5 student homicides each year. It could be said that
twenty years from now, a little more than 330 students will be resulted in
homicides. From 1999 to 2006, most school-associated homicides included gunshot
wounds (65 percent), stabbing or cutting (27 percent), and beatings (12
percent).If this type of research was made than why hasn't the government
invested in stricter security in schools? Most importantly why the CDC is, a
government agency that is to solve the spread of disease and infection, is
demonstrating more concern than DHS (Department of Homeland Security). My view
is that the government thinks of the violence as an issue that will solve itself,
that over time it will cease altogether.
There
are at least a couple hundred thousand video posts on teen/child fights during
and after school. Some of the victims in these videos needed medical attention
and the people who view these videos credit the offender for the heinous act.
Students who witness a fight often "pat the back" of the offender,
giving them some type of immunity to the other violent students. The security
in schools were once true officers in preventing violent activities, now some
officers are afraid of the weapons that students could be hiding in a potential
violent act. Twelve percent reported to the CDC, has been in a physical fight
on school property in the 12 months preceding the survey. The FBI, Department
of Public Schools, and the US Secret Service joined together releasing a report
entitled, Campus Attacks: Targeted Violence Affecting Institutions of Higher
Education. The report offers preliminary findings from a review of 272
incidents of violence that affected institutions of higher education in the US
from 1900 through 2008. If the violence was recognized in 2008, why hasn’t the seriousness
of the issue being supervised and awaiting more solutions six years from then?
I feel the government is belittling the issue and would rather worry about
government spending and taxes.
Teenagers in this century tend to turn a
serious situation into a frivolous one, depending on the ignorance and maturity
level of that teen. If an Ohio State University sophomore laughs at the rape of
a sixteen year old girl, who knows when the violence spike will occur. Frown
mean and women act and dress the same as a high school student, so whose there
to influence society to stop the violence in the school system? Why do some of
the parents encourage their children to fight? Not in such literal terms, but
some phrases are interpreted as acclamation rather than reprimanding their
child for such an act. That does nothing but encourage teens/children to use
violent terms to solve a situation under the right circumstances. Makers of the
website, “suicide.org”,
was intrigued by student homicides, suicides, and school fights rate,
researched and surveyed data, which resulted in the following: 32.8% reported
being in a physical fight in the 12 months preceding the survey; the prevalence
was higher among males (40.7%) than females (24.4%), the results from CDC data.
In the year 2001, Suicides.org made a detailed chart of student
suicides from age, to gender, to race in a 100,000 students in the US. What has
the government done from the joined agencies report to now? Can the government
find a permanent and enforceable solution to cease violence in schools? Or will
student suicides and homicides continue to increase? If police officers swear to serve and protect,
why can’t the other government officials swear to protect kids and teens in the
school system?
Thursday, January 3, 2013
New Year's Resolutions
I have made a list of resolutions, but I don't think i'm going to follow through on some of them. I tend to forget the resolution I made in January by March. It goes strong for a couple of days, then it changes depending on which resolution and the setting.
For example, one of my New Year's Resolution is to stop cussing. To find other educated words to express my feelings. Since I contain a vocabulary that's not as expanded as the next person, to practice early on my resolution. When you hit Dudley High School, you forget what you were about to do and the goal you were trying to acheive. Only one day after my resolutions were made, I already failed. In other words, I might not ever be able to fully fulfill my New Year's Resolutions goal that I set yesterday.
For example, one of my New Year's Resolution is to stop cussing. To find other educated words to express my feelings. Since I contain a vocabulary that's not as expanded as the next person, to practice early on my resolution. When you hit Dudley High School, you forget what you were about to do and the goal you were trying to acheive. Only one day after my resolutions were made, I already failed. In other words, I might not ever be able to fully fulfill my New Year's Resolutions goal that I set yesterday.
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